Expect the unexpected

The more organize you are the more detached you are from being your real self. Sensing one's self has aged creates more insecurities rather than accomplished feelings. It's the Peter Pan Syndrome where everyone will eventually crave in time of bereavement. Although you are completely aware that you're actually regressing into a puppet with strings, you suddenly suffer amnesia on replenishing moment such as burning a pack of ciggaretes without the calamities on being caught. The guidance gave by the affluent Javanese society has left limited options for us to follow. We are borned to obey restrictions and oppose deviancy. Nod to the teachers wisdom. Stay alligned within the system. They say that's how to get a fulfilled life, "be a person". On what basis do you pass as "a person"? Earn a decent living. Obtain a respected title. Mate someone with absolute regard to their (a) family background, (b) personal quality, and (c) social status. Bibit, bebet, and bobot. It not a law firm with three similiar funny names. Unfortunately, those name that are supposedly mirthful if they were coincidental actually acts as an short version of the holy book to multiply and extend yourself. Sound's semi-depressing when love is calculated through it's every fraction. However, you could be glad because finding your mature self-identity is already being written for you. Hey I'm not being sarcastic, it's just sometime believing in constructed patterns lessen your anxiety. Well, simply ring me a call when you see me dressed up in black and wearing the same smile as everyone. I'd appreciate your frank opinion.