Next Exit

The town of reckless abandon is the place I now fear the most. It was picture perfect back then like a pastel coloured painting. but eventually all colours fade away. I wish I saw more palm trees and rice fields complete with the farmers on the walls. They were what I call pure traditionalist. The belief in fulfilling three main neccessities (food, clothes, and shelter) is a priceless philosophy of life. Keep things simple. Cut back on the gadgets, branded items, and exotic food with trippy origins.

People are always afraid of what they don't know. They make up their own stories to cover the crippled feeling inside of their hearts. None of them seem anxious after justifying complex insecurities with pure gossip. I'm scare of the future and of the past. While handling the present time won't get me any commission if I were a salesman, I still don't feel there much to worry when we could know the outcome in split seconds. But, ruminating the past and the future now that takes manic depressive individuals like me to elaborate.

Power and emotion will never prevail against information and logic. Take that for a life advise. How logical would you expect to be when we are informed? The odds are we'll get beserk one too many time because of knowing things first hand. And information are like pieces of data on a computer. Incompatibility often occurs and you're harddisk will be the first to crash. By that time you'll get so pissed off and let emotion take the better side of you. Almost like fighting a losing battle except that you get the upper hand in the beggining of each war.

Games. Video games, basketball, politics, hearts. We all play games with them. Our main objective is put emphasis gaming as a positive word. That's why we take life as a game. As if it will not affect us in the long run. As if it is only play. As if it is as long as everybody is having fun let's tag along. Fuckers. You're just transforming tangible events into small scale incidents and hoping it'll be like looking through a microscope to detect the germs. You want to magnify the small things and forget the bigger landscape.

The Great Depression has began.