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The Garden of Eden was heaven before Adam picked up and ate the forbidden fruit. It still is heaven in this beloved metropolitan space of ours. Cutting down the six degrees of separation into three degrees. Identity together with image is much more established. None of the prove yourself by either (a) making the formidable impression in the first 3 seconds of contact or (b) basking in pride by hidding behind well-sculptured masks. The villagers trapped in the city are more welcoming and tolerate deviant behavior, erm, although the shadowing whispers of wannabe entertainment reporters is unavoidable. Luckily, we won't have to be afraid since the balance of power can be immediately restored through invisible loyal army we slowly built all these years through hardship and out of order euphorias. None of them are gurkhas . Mine has loyalty to their nation not to some scheme based on short term investment returns.

Limited interactions but heavy effort through systematic assessment made me realized I have the potential. At least the spread of high expectations from newly met outer circles confirmed that narcisistic admission. Put me on the shelf with the trophies. However, I'll be spotted out by the new open wounds and recently healed scars. Competitive people recognize those flaws. They'll take advantage and it's your sole duty to polish and shine the metal. A primary condition is to make it numero uno prize for a prestigious tournament. Then it'll glow by itself.

Attempts to juggle multiple balls in multitudes of theatrical fashion has been creeping in again. I'm starting to feel its less of a habit than a trait. A deeply enclosed way of life that been finding its way out of the system for the past 1 and a half years. This time the balls are unique. One has the way through the cognitive part of the brain, the other more so on the visual enchancement. The former can choose to crush motives and play it by ear, the latter chooses to play hardball but with a slacking goalie. You can dominate both of them, except the first has previously built a good raport and has negotiate more openly. The second is still whimsical but it's just another case of defence mechanism namely the fight for pride inside their own self. I'm a lucky clown since I got one rubber ball there's a 50 % chance of everything not breaking down.

Life's a jungle. Currently, I love lions for their scavenging nature. They seem the bravest and most elegant creatures on the top of the food chain. But being the more low-profile Lesser Mousedeer can get you to higher grounds and cut losses. Remember, I'm much more open to options nowadays.